~I HATE THE RAIN!~

Arrrggghhh!

It's raining again... it just reminds me how bad my life is...
 dramatic and so tragic! Okay... I'm over-reacting... it's not dramatic and tragic...
It's somewhat ahmm.... Arrrghh! I can't find the right word to describe my life...
My life is not as swell as those rich people... [duh?! I'm not rich, how could I have a life like theirs? Hmp!], I'm not as smart as NEWTON... I'm not even one of the top ten students in our class..., I'm not an athlete, I can't sing as well as Celine Dion.... I don't play the guitar like that of Martin Johnson, the lead singer and guitarist of Boys Like Girls.
See? I'm hopeless!... I don't excel in any kind of activities!

All my efforts were put to waste....
No one even cared!
That's why I created this Blog for me to express what I feel...
I want to shout it out that

IT"S ALL A LIE!
NOTHING IS SPECIAL!

Harsh right?! But I can't help it....
My life is so ordinary that even people around me gets bored...
Oh God?! Why punish me like this?
Can't I just trade my life with someone else?

Hmp!

Yeah I know.... I'm such a pessimistic person...

Actually, a lot of my friends cared about me...
I'm weird right? Thinking no one cared where in reality everyone does...
I just hate the fact that my life had no changes since I entered High School.
I've been doing things over and over! NO CHANGES!
And I thought CHANGE is CONSTANT?

The rain is still pouring...

*drop* *drop* *drop*

tsk!

It's so cold and nobody's home but me....
My mom went out to buy groceries, my dad's at work...
And my bro and sisters... well, you know... as usual, they went out and play.
I'm here... all ALONE.

Aish!

I want to cry, but I can't....

I'm so weird that I can't even understand myself...

tsk!

I hate the rain! It really affects my moods...

But somehow it comforts me... Don't know why... but it does...
Arrgghh!!! Curse upon the rain! It hurts me to replay all the sad things in my life...
It really does...

:(

~xELine_mERt~