Actually, today is the birthday of my best friend... remember her? the one I told you about last time? Yeah, she's the one.
I've planned everything since yesterday, i think. I was planning to give her a gift with letter. And give it to her before she wakes up. But sad to say, I failed.
I slept 4:20 am last night or shall we say this morning just to prepare everything. Shocks!! This is such an embarrassment. I really wanted her to have that special gift. I made it myself.
Gee, it really feels so awful.
Well, anyways... maybe i could give it to her some other time before Christmas.
In my letter, I was to tell her that I'm really sorry even though I don't know what's my fault.
And I was to greet her a happy HAPPY birthday.
But I failed to deliver the gift to her this morning because I fell asleep. huhu. T__T I'm so stupid. WAAAAAHHHHHH!!! I'm such a failure.
Well, no use on crying over it. What's done is done and it will forever be a stain in my childish mind. tsk.